Syn:VOGUE LIKE MADONNA!!!! Zacky:well he sure as hell no material girl

i have the most messed up life ever it drives me crazy if you guys wanna know more keep reading

first of all my dad he lives about four hours away and i miss him so much it's usually fun when we're together but he sometimes drinks a lot and it bothers me when we were at the mall with his girlfriend and her daughter i told him i was learning judo and right on the escalator he put me into a submission and grabbed my arm and twisted it right in front of everybody i screamed and cried i was embarassed but he apologized and we decided to forget about it.

my auntie all she does is nag at me feed your fish clean your room she once told me fuck you she's the only person that's not invited to my graduation (if i don't drop out) i told the family that i want to learn how to skateboard and she told me that i wouldn't be able to learn how one time she told me that i can't function she won't leave me alone it's been a year since we said i love you to each other next year she's going to africa sometimes after we argue i say to myself i hope her plane crashes she also told me that i wouldn't be able to live on my own i told her whatever.

araura i had a party yesterday and she showed up 2 and a half hours late i was so mad then after she left she comes back half an hour later and is like what's up?

julie she's been a great friend but the things that bother me about her is that she's addicted to her cell phone she likes dressing like a boy and she says she's a skater even though she doesn't skateboard she seriously texts on her cell phone when we hang out it pisses me off

dustin my boyfriend he will not leave me alone when we hang out he keeps kissing me rubbing my arm and usually get's in my way when we had a sleepover yesterday i fell asleep while he was playing video games and he said he tried to feel me up i'm pissed about it now i want to break up but he doesn't know it's been almost 5 years and i'm in love with someone else he keeps saying cheesy pick up lines when will he understand that i'm not like that

me everyday when i wake up i sometimes burst into tears because i blame myself for not stopping travis killing himself i still listen to our song but everything hurts